Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Expect...
The unexpected...things always happen when we are at the least unexpected...sometimes its just too hard to accept but sometimes we accepted it with open arms.
Just like last friday, Ms (tu) resigned finally after torturing us for 1 whole bloody year (when I say bloody...it is REAL bloody!)
I'm really amazed why this kind of person can exist in this world? She is SO irresponsible! Making my colleague & I stay back to clear up her things till wee hours & she just went home like that! *Angry*
Anyway just 1 more week of her oily-ness hair & I will never get to see her again! Yipee! *Cheerios*
Well, maybe thats part & parcel of life...but I sincerely pray I won't ever have chance to encounter this kind of weirdo ever again! *cross fingers*
Went ECP to blade today & it is so relaxing...its been a long time since I blade...then went past this cable ski-ing thing which looks kind of like wakeboarding...(FTL: You promised to go with me! hmmp!)
Looks sooo fun...I must try it one of these days...hehe:D
Miss diving...hope I can find time to take advance diving course this May/June....
Well...so many things & time is not enough...*sighs*
I need a motivator to keep me going...*searching in progress*
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adding a piece on to my life....# ;
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Short Of....
TIME, TIME & more TIME!!!
My tests are coming & I am really rushed for time to study!!! I am so stress up now..:(
And the worst thing is I can't even go relax for awhile, now I really understand the true meaning of TIME = $$$...I swear I'm going to be super crazy after my final exams even though its the start of another new beginning (to be kept in suspense first :p)
Honestly, lately I'm feeling a bit of uncertainty, its like I'm suddenly lost nowhere, and I cannot figure out where & how to get out....it is VERY scary, especially when its like nobody can help me except myself & the worst thing is I don't even know how to help myself!
Too many things on my mind lately & I can't seem to put them off...
And I have this weird feeling that some of my friends (regardless best or good) are all drifting away from me...:(
Maybe I'm just too sensitive or I'm being panaroid but you know...women's sixth instinct is quite strong & I can't really go wrong on that...
Or maybe I did something which I shouldn't, or I've said something I shouldn't have to them?
If I really do...I'm sincerely sorry...please forgive me as lately I'm overload with endless nonsensical things & I really couldn't sort out in time...I'm sorry I've been running away with reality but I just can't help it....:'(
Would you please guide me...my guardian angel?
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Thursday, February 09, 2006
Unpredictable...
Humans can be so unpredictable...
Happy one moment & sad the other....sometimes I really wish I could read minds...knowing what they think & what they want....but on the other hand, it seems really scary to let someone you don't know what you think....
Imagine we can't gossip about other people in our hearts! *Gasps*
Me (Thinking): OMG!!! That XXX wear until like that?!? Think what, go market ar?
Mindreader (Unknown) to Me : Hey, I totally agree!! She wore just like the market aunties!!!!
Me (Speechless): ?!?!!!?
But then again, I really don't understand how some people think, doing & saying things that never go through their brains. (Obviously I'm refering to that SOMEBODY)
Think I really salute to my toleralence....to be able to put up with the nonsense for 1 year plus...
Sometimes I just choose to think that the person doesn't exist at all...or I'll just pretend I dun see her...but its so hard!
Can somebody just make her vanish for good???? :(
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adding a piece on to my life....# ;
