Saturday, November 05, 2005
FreeDoM LosT!
Went movie with FTL last last night.....it has been stone ages since we last watched a movie together....(like 6-7 years ago? can't really remember)
Actually the initial plan was go partying with some girl friends but something cropped up so we decided to watch a movie instead.
A bit disappointing though...but at least the movie was quite interesting. ^-^
Got my SIM letter, I was being offered a place there! *Yeah* Miss being a student...but boy oh boy, am I going to get so freaking busy! Got to juggle with work, studies, money, family, friends, actvities etc. *Stress* Hope I can survive thru & everything turns out well for me. *Prays*
Got to arrange a time management timetable...must somehow or rather squeeze some relaxing & favorite activities in...hehe:p
Right now...I am going to enjoy my next 2 months of freedom to the fullest...(sounds as though I'm going to jail -_-''')
Hmmm...what should I do next weekend? Or next next weekend? or next next next weekend?
Some ideas for me perhaps??? *winks*
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Side thoughts...
Sometimes I just hate to make decisions….seems like I really can’t avoid this everyday affair…got to make decisions on what to eat, what to wear, what to buy etc..
Or maybe I’m afraid I’ll make the WRONG decision and regrets after that….
If only everything is planned beautifully for me, but then life gets a bit boring after that because I can’t get to choose what I desire…hmmm..contradicting? *shrugs*
Right now…I have so many decisions to make…already have some answers in my heart but some gut feel in my mind is stopping me from proceeding…what if it backfires?
Because of all these important decisions, it’s going to affect my life (for better or worst) after that…irregardless of what, I’ve still got to face the music…
Can somebody lend me pillars of support & assurance? :'(
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adding a piece on to my life....# ;
